Synapse[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Tracks | |||||
| "Apologetics" | Track one on Apologetics. Previously shared on Tumblr in 2015.
Versions
Demo Available — 3:40 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Lovely" | Teased on the promotional Instagram account for Synapse. | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | ||
| ??? (Eighteen songs) |
Eighteen unknown songs written for Synapse. | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | ||
Apologetics[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Apologetics - Tracklist | |||||
| 1. "Apologetics" | Track one on Apologetics. Previously shared on Tumblr in 2015.
Versions
Demo Available — 3:40 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 2. • 3. "Vocalize" | Track two and three on Apologetics.
Versions
Demo 1 Available — 1:46 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Witchcest EP[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Tracks | |||||
| "Just Snorted a Pill" | Lead single for the unreleased Witchcest EP.
Versions
Single version Available — 3:28 |
Salem Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Colossus[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Colossus - Tracklist | |||||
| 1. "The Altar" | Track one on Colossus. Remastered version released on Colossus (The Arcane Edition).
Versions
Album version Available — 3:41 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 2. "Saint Judas" | Track two on Colossus.
Versions
Album version Available — 3:27 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 3. "Adolescence" | Track three on Colossus. Remastered version released on Colossus (The Arcane Edition).
Versions
Album version Available — 2:21 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 4. "Hospital Beds" | Track four and third single from Colossus.
Versions
Single version Available — 1:21 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 5. "The Altar (Reprise)" |
Track five on Colossus.
Versions
Album version Available — 4:30 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 6. "Sacrilege" | Track six and lead single from Colossus. First demo titled "Crosscuntry" released as track twelve on the album. Second demo was released to SoundCloud.
Versions
Single version Available — 3:53
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 7. "Succubus" | Track seven on Colossus. Remastered version released on Colossus (The Arcane Edition).
Versions
Album version Available — 2:51 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 8. "Portland (Interlude)" |
Track eight on Colossus.
Versions
Album version Available — 1:36 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 10. "Colossus" | Track ten on Colossus.
Versions
Album version Available — 6:39 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 11. "Celestia" | Track eleven on Colossus. Bonus track.
Versions
Album version Available — 3:39 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 13. "Cherubim" | Track thirteen on Colossus. Bonus track.
Versions
Album version Available — 4:38 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 14. "Rosary" | Track fourteen on Colossus. Bonus track.
Versions
Album version Available — 3:50 |
Hayden Anhedönia Salem Anhedönia |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| Confirmed Outtakes | |||||
| "Floodswater" | Mentioned once by one of Anhedönia's mutuals in 2017, described as "[a] classic."[1]
Versions
Final Unavailable — 3:48 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||
| "Sex Change" | Song released in 2017, as a stand-alone single on Soundcloud. The full song resurfaced on January 27, 2025, after a data breach caused the private link to leak.
Versions
Final Available — 3:56 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Covers[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Tracks | |||||
| "Born to Die" | Lana Del Rey cover.
Versions
Final Available — 4:45 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Lana Del Rey Justin Parker |
Available | |
Nazir[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Tracks | |||||
| "Teddy" | Lead single for the unreleased extended play (EP) Nazir.
Versions
Demo Available — 2:41 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Arcane Vessels[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Arcane Vessels - Tracklist | |||||
| 2. "Womb" | Track two on Arcane Vessels.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:22 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 3. "Infirmary" | Track three on Arcane Vessels.
Versions
EP version Available — 5:56 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 4. "Varnish" | Track four on Arcane Vessels.
Versions
EP version Available — 7:13 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 5. "A Lullaby For Judas" | Track five on Arcane Vessels.
Versions
EP version Available — 5:44 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 7. "Achyls" | Track seven on Arcane Vessels.
Versions
EP version Available — 4:49 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 8. "Vessels" | Track eight on Arcane Vessels. Bonus track.
Versions
EP version Available — 1:06 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Pantheon[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Tracks | |||||
| "Shrines" | Lead single for the unreleased album Pantheon. Full song has yet to surface.
Versions
Demo Partial — 5:12 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
Black Genesis[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Possible Tracks | |||||
| "Archangels" | Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions
Final Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
| "He's Closing in on Me" | Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions
Final Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
| "I Am Gravid With An Angel" | Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions
Final Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
| "Maïa" | Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions
Final Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
Sad Music for Sad People[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||
| "Hunny" | Maddy Ellwanger cover. Released in 2018.
Versions
Final Available — 3:43 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Maddy Ellwanger |
Available | |
| "Perry" | Posted by Anhedönia on September 3, 2018, but was later deleted.
Versions
Single version Available — 1:45 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Mama" | Alleged by an insider, stated to be frightening sonically.
Versions
Final Rumored — ~0:40 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Rumored
| |
| "Poacher's Pride" | Nicole Dollanganger cover. Released in 2018.
Versions
Final Available — 2:19 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Nicole Dollanganger |
Available | |
| "Tammy Faye" | Nicole Dollanganger cover. Released in 2018.
Versions
Final Available — 3:44 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Nicole Dollanganger |
Available | |
Nightmares (with Little Triste)[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Nightmares - Tracklist | |||||
| 1. "Florida Heat" (with Little Triste) |
Track one on Nightmares.
Versions
EP version Available — 3:02 |
Frank Manely | Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 2. "Hitch Party" (with Little Triste) |
Track two on Nightmares.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:25
|
Frank Manely | Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 3. "Nightmares" (with Little Triste) |
Track three on Nightmares.
Versions
Single version Available — 2:53 |
Frank Manely | Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 4. "The Wake" (with Little Triste) |
Track four on Nightmares.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:13 |
Frank Manely | Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
Mourning After (with Little Triste)[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Mourning After - Tracklist | |||||
| 1. "God Complex (Intro)" (with Little Triste) |
Track one on Mourning After.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:53 |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 2. "Iron Maiden" (with Little Triste) |
Track two on Mourning After.
Versions
Single version Available — 2:25 |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 3. "Good Boy" (with Little Triste) |
Track three on Mourning After.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:12
|
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 4. "Whiteout" (with Little Triste) |
Track four on Mourning After.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:48 |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| 5. "Mourning After" (with Little Triste) |
Track five on Mourning After.
Versions
EP version Available — 2:10 |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Available | |
| Speculated | |||||
| "Independence Day" | Shared by Anhedönia on September 29, 2019, via SoundCloud.
Versions
Final Available — 3:12 |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Carpet Bed[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||
| "Bruises" | Released as the lead single under the Ethel Cain, before being taken down and being replaced by Michelle Pfeiffer as the lead single of Cain.
Versions
Single version Available — 6:30
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Your Jacket" | Released by Anhedönia's friend, Malcolm MacMaster, via his YouTube channel on February 17, 2020.
Versions
Final Available — 4:07 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Golden Age[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Outtakes | |||||
| "Skinheads" | Anhedönia posted on July 28, 2019, the demo version of the song on Twitter with clips from Jimmy ScreamerClauz's short film When Black Birds Fly. The tweet mentions that the song was scrapped from her second EP, Golden Age.[2] The song was lost before leaking on January 25, 2025[3].
Versions
Demo Available — 4:40 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||
| ??? (Salem Anhedönia collaboration) |
Confirmed by Anhedönia in September of 2019 that she and Salem Anhedönia were making a collaboration, although it seems to have not been released.[4]
Versions
Demo Unavailable — ?:?? |
Salem Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |
Scrapped EP with Aelyx[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Possible Songs | |||||
| "Tongue" | Released on October 5, 2021, on Soundcloud under the alias Tommy, but was later deleted. Initially intended to feature Frank and later Nicole Dollanganger.
Versions
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Wake Up Call" (feat. Aelyx) |
Played in a Instagram live in 2020. Features Aelyx and was intended to be released as a single.
Versions
Demo Live Recording — 5:40 |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
Live Recording | |
| "Powder Blue Carolina" | The song was first revealed to exists when a page for it was created on Genius in 2025. A snippet of the song leaked on June 18, 2025.
Versions
Demo Partial — 2:23 |
Frank Manely | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
Inbred[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Outtakes | |||||
| ??? ("Get on With Me") |
On September 22, 2021, Anhedönia played the song in an Instagram livestream.[5]
Versions
Demo Live Recording — ~1:24 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Live Recording | |
| "Gold Cross" | Shared on Tumblr on May 3, 2020.
Versions
Voice Memo Available — 4:06 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Princess Ketamine" | The first demo version of "Princess Ketamine" was released by Anhedönia on Tumblr on June 14, 2020. It has since been deleted. The second version, it is unknown where it was released and when it was released. The song was later confirmed to be an outtake from Inbred.
Versions
Demo 1 Available — 1:52 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Trucker's Chapel" | Shared on Tumblr on February 4, 2021.[6]
Versions
Demo Available — 1:42 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Two Children in a Motel" | The song was originally titled, “Inbred” and was intended to be the title track of her third EP with the same name. However the song was scrapped and another song by the same name was released. The song was released on SoundCloud by Anhedönia on February 9, 2023.
Versions
Final Available — 4:17
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||
| "Embarrassing" | Ellis cover. Shared in 2020.
Versions
Final Available — 2:51 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Linnea Siggelkow |
Available | |
| "Fear No Plague" | The song was released by Anhedönia on Youtube on January 1, 2021.
Versions
Final Available — 2:22 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Great Wide Nowhere" | The song was posted by Anhedönia on Tumblr on August 19, 2020. However, the song was deleted.
Versions
Demo Available — 3:28 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Half-Cocked" | The song was uploaded to her Tumblr account on October 26, 2020.
Versions
Final Available — 3:51 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "My Heart Will Go On" | Celine Dion cover. Played in an Instagram livestream.
Versions
Final Live Recording — ~1:15 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Will Jennings |
Live Recording | |
| "Scarlet Letter" | The song was used in a promotional video for @missdaisycain on Instagram, owned by a friend of Hayden who had also been featured on Anhedönia’s music video of “The God”. Hayden had also shot the video herself, during a apparent "erotic" director phase. The song's title references the American novel The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne.
Versions
Demo Available — 1:43 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| ??? ("Stoker") |
In an Instagram live stream, Anhedönia played a snippet of the song. A snippet was also shared on TikTok in 2020.[7] The song is inspired by a 2013 film, Stoker.[8]
Versions
Demo Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
| "Total Eclipse Of The Heart" | Bonnie Tyler cover. Played on Salem Anhedönia's video, Two Sisters Under God.
Versions
Final Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Jim Steinman |
Partial | |
Unknown 2021 Project[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Tracks | |||||
| "Ad Nauseam" | The song's second demo was uploaded by Anhedönia on her SoundCloud and tumblr accounts on August 1, 2021. However, the song was deleted.
Versions
Demo 1 Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Brood X" | The song was fully leaked on December 29, 2024.
Versions
Demo 1 Unavailable — 2:24 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "A Long, Unfortunate While" | The song was uploaded by Anhedönia on her Tumblr account on May 14, 2021. However, the song was deleted.
Versions
Demo Available — 5:30 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Preacher's Daughter[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |||
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Outtakes | |||||||
| ??? (May 2021) |
A snippet of a currently unidentified song was shared in 2021.
Versions
Demo Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |||
| ??? (Demos recorded during time spent with Dr. Luke) |
Confirmed that Anhedönia had went to Dr. Luke's studio to record some songs that had been pitched to her, although none would make the record:
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | ||||
| ??? (two unknown outtakes) |
Confirmed that their was meant to be four extra songs included on Preacher's Daughter that were later scrapped, "Waco, Texas" and a reworked version of "Stomping Ground". Were later meant for a release on the deluxe edition of the album, but were again scrapped. | Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |||
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||||
| "Have You Told Your Wife?" | In 2021, Anhedönia shared a fifty-second snippet of the song on an Instagram story. On June 1, 2021, Anhedönia expressed a desire to go back and rework the song, stating she wanted to "save it for a soundtrack or something, maybe pitch it for film".[9] She later confirmed her intention however to not release the track.
Versions
Rework Rumored — ?:??
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Tagged/Edited | |||
| "Lead Poisoning" | Released on September 10, 2021, on Soundcloud and tumblr.
Versions
Final Available — 4:13 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |||
| "Mondays" (feat. Chloe Hotline) |
Released on April 30, 2021, on Soundcloud, Youtube, and tumblr. The song has since been removed from Anhedönia's socials, but remains up on Chloe's Youtube.
Versions
Single version Available — 5:59 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia Chloe Hotline |
Available | |||
| "Tentillforever" (feat. Michael Ollin Miller) |
Released on May 29, 2021, on Soundcloud and Anhedönia's now-deleted Tumblr account.
Versions
Single version Available — 3:20 |
Hayden Anhedönia Michael Ollin Miller |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |||
| ??? ("There's Something Wrong With Me") |
A snippet of an unknown demo of the track was posted by Anhedönia on her now-deleted @mothercain TikTok account, somewhere around 2021.[10] In that same year, Anhedönia played another unknown demo in full on November 8, and while playing it she implied that the song was about the character Ethel Cain.
Versions
Rework for SoundCloud Rumored - ?:??
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Live Recording | |||
| "Wrestling In Dirt Pits" | Posted to Anhedönia's now-deleted Tumblr account on May 28, 2021.
Versions
Demo Available — 8:22 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |||
| ??? (Nicole Dollanganger collaboration) |
Collaboration with Nicole Dollanganger confirmed to exist by insiders.
Versions
Demo Unavailable — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |||
000000000[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 000000000 - Tracklist | |||||
| 2. "000.1 (Wellwater)" |
Track two on 000000000. The song is an outtake from Perverts. The demo, titled "000," was released as the first track on the playlist.
Versions
Final Available — 6:35 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 3. "001" | Track three on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 4:04 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 4. "002" | Track four on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 4:58 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 5. "003" | Track five on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 31:05 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 6. "004" | Track six on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 4:50 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 7. "005" | Track seven on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 4:29 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 9. "007" | Track nine on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 3:08 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 10. "008" | Track ten on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 2:34 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 11. "009" | Track eleven on 000000000. Confirmed by Anhedönia when posting that it was intended for her then-upcoming project, now known to be Perverts.
Versions
Demo Available — 1:23 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| 12. "010" | Track twelve on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 6:28 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 13. "011" | Track thirteen on 000000000. Reworked version named "Kudzu" confirmed to be an outtake from Perverts.
Versions
Rework Unavailable — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia ("Kudzu") |
Available | |
| 14. "012" | Track fourteen on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 59:44 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| 16. "014.0" | Track sixteen on 000000000.
Versions
Final Available — 4:38 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||
| Miscellaneous | |||||
| "015" | Released on June 1, 2025, on Soundcloud, under the אשמדאי alias.
Versions
Final Available — 2:18 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
Perverts[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |||
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Outtakes | |||||||
| "009" | Track eleven on 000000000. Confirmed by Anhedönia when posting that it was intended for her then-upcoming project, now known to be Perverts.
Versions
Demo Available — 1:23 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |||
| "Kudzu" | Outtake from Perverts. Demo titled "011" released as track thirteen on 000000000
Versions
Rework Unavailable — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |||
| "Make Room In Hell" | Posted in 2024 on SoundCloud and Tumblr.
Versions
Demo Available — 4:51 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |||
| "Wellwater" | Track two on 000000000. The song is an outtake from Perverts. The demo, titled "000," was released as the first track on the playlist.
Versions
Final Available — 6:35 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | ||||
| ??? (Unknown songs made for the original concept) |
Originally, the EP was meant to be a character study on the different types of "perverts", including a sex addict, a pedophile, an arsonist, and a sedative addict. However, that idea was later scrapped with only "Perverts," "Punish," and "Amber Waves" making the final tracklist.[11]
|
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |||
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||||
| "come up" (with Angel Diaz) |
Released under the Whiine alias on SoundCloud in 2023.
Versions
Final Available — 4:07 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |||
| ??? (Pupinia Stewart sample) |
Anhedönia confirmed in a livestream from 2024 that she had recorded a song sampling Youtuber Pupinia Stewart.
Versions
Final Unavailable — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Unavailable | |||
| ??? (Wulven collaboration) |
Wulven stated that he may collaborate with an artist in the future, censoring the artist's name as "***** ****", matching the characters in 'Ethel Cain,' whom he opened for during the Blood Stained Blonde Tour.[12]
Versions
Final Rumored — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia Wulven |
Hayden Anhedönia Wulven |
Rumored | |||
Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You[]
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Confirmed Outtakes | |||||
| "Homecoming" | Shared in 2023 on Anhedönia's Soundcloud account.
Versions
Demo Available — 5:49 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "xxxxxxxxxx" | A snippet of the the song was shared on Tumblr by Anhedönia on September 25, 2022.[13][14]
Versions
Demo Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
| Sessions / Possible Outtakes | |||||
| "Bambi" | Released on Soundcloud in 2023.
Versions
Final Available — 2:02 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| ??? ("Louisiana") |
The song was shared via Anhedönia's instagram story on August 10, 2022.[15][16]
Versions
Demo Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
Miscellaneous[]
These are unreleased tracks that weren't intended for any specific project.
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| "Apostate" | Posted by Anhedönia on February 26, 2019, but was later deleted.
Versions
Demo Available — 2:28 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Black and Blue" (with Lady Kabela) |
The song was removed from streaming platforms for unknown reasons and it is very improbable that the song could be released back. A different version was later leaked that lasts less than 6 seconds than the released version. It is unknown if that version may be another demo version or an edited version of the song.
Versions
Demo Unavailable — 3:51 |
Lady Kabela | Hayden Anhedönia Lady Kabela |
Available |
| "Clarity" (with Salem Anhedönia) |
Zedd cover. Released on Salem Anhedönia's mixtape ✞ teen witch ✞.
Versions
Mixtape version Available — 3:34 |
Salem Anhedönia | Original Song: Zedd Holly Hafermann Matthew Koma Porter Robinson |
Available |
| "Down South" | Anhedönia posted a snippet of the song on her Instagram story. Registered on BMI Repertoire, showing that Emmett Kai had co-written the song.
Versions
Demo 1 Rumored — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia Emmett Kai |
Partial |
| "For Matt (Forever Ago)" | Released under the Tommy alias on SoundCloud in 2024.
Versions
Demo Available — 1:20 |
Kaylee Stenberg | Hayden Anhedönia Kaylee Stenberg |
Available |
| "من النهر" | Released under on SoundCloud in 2024 in support of Palestine against it's oppressor Israel.
Versions
Single verison Available — 9:30 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "A Good Day for a Wedding" | The song was registered in a song repertoire, BMI.[17] The song was also made for Givenchy's Fall/Winter '22 campaign video where Anhedönia featured in the brand's advertising video and composed the soundtrack.[18][19] However, the song was never released on other streaming platforms.
Versions
Final Available — 2:09 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| ??? ("I Hope I Die Before You") |
Played in the video of the same name. Recorded for Anhedönia's boyfriend, Austin Clark.
Versions
Final Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Partial | |
| "Perverts Meditation" | Played on NTS Radio.
Versions
Single Version Available — 55:21 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "The God" | The song was released by Anhedönia on Youtube on November 1, 2020.
Versions
Final Available — 3:34 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Vaporize" | Alleged demo instrumental from 2012.
Versions
Demo Rumored — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Rumored |
Unknown[]
The following songs are known to exist but have no confirmed association with any official or unreleased project.
| Title | Information | Producer(s) | Writer(s) | Status |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| "78fahrenheit" | Released on May 3, 2022, on Soundcloud, under the Tommy alias. Originally shared in late 2021 under Ethel Cain, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Demo Available — 3:47 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Bellringer" | Alleged song by insiders.
Versions
Final Rumored — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Rumored |
| "Bottom Bitch" | Doja Cat cover. Formerly shared on Twitter, but was later deleted.[20]
Versions
Demo Unavailable — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Doja Cat David Sprecher Mark Hoppus Tom DeLonge Travis Barker |
Unavailable |
| "Cremorium" | Posted by Anhedönia on November 14, 2018, on her Tumblr, but was later deleted. Posted in 2018 during the making of Mourning After, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Demo Available — 0:42 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Ethel" | Posted by Anhedönia on August 29, 2018, on her tumblr, but was later deleted.
Versions
Single version Available — 1:43 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Kennedy Drive" | Shared under Tommy on December 23, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Demo Available — 2:22 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Lightbringer" | Confirmed by an insider whilst listing many high in demand unreleased tracks.
Versions
Final Rumored — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Rumored |
| "A Portrait of My Love on Her Knees" | The song was previously released as a single on January 18, 2020.
Versions
Single version Available — 2:05 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "matriach1" | The song was shared under the alias אשמדאי on August 10, 2022, during the making of Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Final Available — 11:14 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "New Mexico Dreaming" (with Salem Anhedönia) |
Instrumental shared under Tommy on December 31, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Demo Available — 3:52 |
Hayden Anhedönia Salem Anhedönia |
Available | |
| "No Rest for the Wicked" | Posted by Anhedönia on December 15, 2018, during the making of Mourning After, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Demo Available — 3:12 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available
|
| "Paris" | GarageBand loop made in 2014 and posted on Tumblr in 2015. Unclear if it was intended for any projects.
Versions
Single version Available — 3:56 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Available | |
| "Rabid" | Nicole Dollanganger cover. Teased in 2018.
Versions
Final Filtered Instrumental — 3:34 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Original Song: Nicole Dollanganger |
Filtered Instrumental |
| "Romeo's Daddy" | Shared under Tommy on June 27, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Final Live Recording — 1:47 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Saddle Up!" | Released by Anhedönia on January 18, 2019, during the making of Mourning After, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Single version Available — 2:30 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| "Tube" | Shared under Tommy on November 1, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions
Demo Available — 2:24 |
Hayden Anhedönia | Hayden Anhedönia | Available |
| ??? ("When I'm Alone") |
Snippet shared on Tumblr.
Versions
Demo Partial — ?:?? |
Hayden Anhedönia | Partial |
Unreleased Projects[]
| Title | Information | Artist(s) | Producer(s) | Length | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Synapse | In 2013, a fifteen-year-old Hayden Anhedönia wrote an album on a small Casio keyboard she kept in her bedroom. Inspired after discovering singer-songwriter Florence Welch, she wrote around twenty songs in a notebook and made a promotional Insatram account for the project before ultimately scrapping the project.[21]
Compiled Tracklist
1. "Apologetics" Available |
Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | ||
| ??? (Witchcest EP) |
Unknown EP under Witchcest from 2017 featuring the track "Just Snorted a Pill."
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Just Snorted a Pill Available |
Witchcest | Salem Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Covers | According to reliable insiders, Anhedönia had a scrapped album composed of covers, with one cover, "Born to Die", being released as the lead single. The album was eventually scrapped for unknown reasons.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Born to Die Available |
Atlas | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Unreleased Concept Album) |
Unreleased album recorded from September 2017 to February 2018. Anhedönia mentioned this album in multiple interviews. | White Silas ( |
Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Nazir | Unreleased EP from 2017. The lead single "Teddy" was released in December of the that year as a teaser; however the project was eventually scrapped for unknown reasons.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Teddy Available |
Atlas | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Pantheon | In the foreword of her then-recently released album Colossus, Anhedönia stated that she was beginning work on her next album. The project was later mentioned by name in the foreword of Arcane Vessels, where she described it as having a "grand" and "chaotic" energy, and noted that it would be a happier contrast to her debut. However, the project was ultimately scrapped. One single intended for the project, "Shrines," was officially released.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Shrines Partial |
White Silas ( |
Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Black Genesis | In early 2018, while Anhedönia was still unemployed, she was going to make a concept album rooted in religious themes and horror—making a record about God and his angels being "evil." However, the album was ultimately scrapped after Anhedönia wrote "Strangers," later released on her debut record under Ethel Cain, Preacher's Daughter. | White Silas | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Dusty Attic Hymns | In 2018, Hayden Anhedönia formed a duo with her friend Le Passeur, named Honey Whiskey. While the duo was active, they recorded an album titled Dusty Attic Hymns, which was intended for release on October 3, 2018. However, there is no known evidence that the album was ever officially released.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Georgia Cotton Available |
Honey Whiskey | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Scrapped EP with Aelyx) |
In 2019, Anhedönia and Aelyx started working on a planned collaborative EP. The EP was initially slated for a release in 2020, the project was postponed. In 2021, the project was scrapped after being worked on for three years. | Ethel Cain Aelyx |
Hayden Anhedönia Frank Manely |
??:?? | |
| ??? (Scrapped Ambient Horror Project) |
Unreleased "ambient horror project" mentioned once in 2020.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. ??? (song that samples "an unintentional asmr angelic interdimensional healing cult video") Unavailable |
Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Unknown 2021 Project) |
Alleged project stated to have been recorded in early 2021. Little is known about it.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Brood X Available |
Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Acoustic Session EP) |
The EP was mentioned by Anhedönia in an interview from 2021, in which she stated that after the release of Inbred she was planning an Acoustic Session EP, along with multiple collaborations, singles, and video content.[22] However, it was later scrapped. | Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Unknown 2022 Projects) |
In 2022, during a Q&A on r/popheads, Anhedönia stated she was recording so many projects she "couldn't count." | Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Unreleased Demo Album) |
Unreleased compilation album planned to contain multiple unreleased demos under the Ethel Cain moniker. Mentioned once during a live performance.
Compiled Tracklist
#?. Crying During Sex Available |
Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| ??? (Upcoming Project With King Woman) |
In 2025, a friend of Anhedönia, King Woman, confirmed she and Anhedönia would be recording a collaborative project. Details on the record remain unclear as of now. | Ethel Cain King Woman |
Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Preacher's Wife | Planned studio album which will serve as the second official album in the Ethel Cain trilogy. It is about Ethel Cain's mother, Vera Cain. | Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Mother of a Preacher | Planned studio album which will serve as the third official album in the Ethel Cain trilogy. It is about Ethel Cain's parental grandmother, Ethel Cain Sr.. | Ethel Cain | Hayden Anhedönia | ??:?? | |
| Withdrawn | |||||
References[]
- ↑ https://x.com/preppyyemo/status/937404924870217730
- ↑ https://www.reddit.com/r/Ethelcain/comments/1ffofk7/skinhead_2019/
- ↑ https://leaked.cx/threads/ethel-cain-skinheads.173974/
- ↑ https://web.archive.org/web/20190916020008/https://twitter.com/hisethelcain/status/1173415731721060352
- ↑ https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/folders/1xWDjpRsCUm_ngVIeEde8aMExJiuuxJd5
- ↑ https://mothercain.tumblr.com/post/642243175031914496/reject-from-the-ep-couldnt-figure-out-what-else
- ↑ https://www.reddit.com/r/Ethelcain/comments/16nzu1b/need_this_damn_song/
- ↑ https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1682180/
- ↑ https://mothercain.tumblr.com/post/652830175553339392/will-you-be-releasing-have-you-told-your-wife-on
- ↑
- ↑ https://mothercain.tumblr.com/post/766061817558663168/can-you-explain-he-was-a-natural-plauch%C3%A9-and
- ↑ https://x.com/wulvendoomevil/status/1609623259506417671?s=46&t=Mw0tXDB-FG0h3Ozqn5am7w
- ↑ https://www.tumblr.com/t3l3vang3lism/696350876722479104/mothercain-3-keep-reading?_branch_match_id=1026821664943955688&_branch_referrer=H4sIAAAAAAAAAwXBQRKAIAgAwBcpB279hozUAnSQ6vvttoi5NgCKHI%2Fu4rkMhUDBl6yi9KWgIxp7oW4J0808kzMd3Sqc7SNsYp%2FH9QPPerIvSgAAAA%3D%3D
- ↑ https://www.tumblr.com/mothercain/696335324719316992/3-but-i-wonder-if-you-want-her-in-the-way-i
- ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKgrliqDj78
- ↑ https://soundcloud.com/sophomorepeak/louisiana-demo-ethel-cain-demo
- ↑ https://repertoire.bmi.com/Search/Search?SearchForm.View_Count=&SearchForm.Main_Search=Writer%2FComposer&SearchForm.Main_Search_Text=hayden+silas&SearchForm.Sub_Search=Title&SearchForm.Sub_Search_Text=good+day&SearchForm.Search_Type=all
- ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UdArVczSFg
- ↑ https://hero-magazine.com/article/218760/ethel-cain-givenchy
- ↑ 𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔩 𝔠𝔞𝔦𝔫 (@hisethelcain), "digging thru old logic files and apparently i started a cover of bottom bitch by doja cat at some point last year? ok" Twitter, December 9, 2020
- ↑ https://ourculturemag.com/2021/04/21/artist-spotlight-ethel-cain/
- ↑ https://morbidlybeautiful.com/interview-with-ethel-cain/
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