Ethel Cain Wiki

Synapse[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Tracks
"Apologetics" Track one on Apologetics. Previously shared on Tumblr in 2015.
Versions

Demo Available — 3:40

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Lovely" Teased on the promotional Instagram account for Synapse. Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
???
(Eighteen songs)
Eighteen unknown songs written for Synapse. Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable

Apologetics[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Apologetics - Tracklist
1. "Apologetics" Track one on Apologetics. Previously shared on Tumblr in 2015.
Versions

Demo Available — 3:40

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
2. • 3. "Vocalize" Track two and three on Apologetics.
Versions

Demo 1 Available — 1:46
Demo 2 Available — 3:53

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Witchcest EP[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Tracks
"Just Snorted a Pill" Lead single for the unreleased Witchcest EP.
Versions

Single version Available — 3:28

Salem Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Colossus[]

Note:
As "Virginity" was released on Unreleased II, it will not be added here. Track twelve is "Crosscuntry (Sacrilege Demo)", which has been added to the demo section for "Sacrilege".
Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Colossus - Tracklist
1. "The Altar" Track one on Colossus. Remastered version released on Colossus (The Arcane Edition).
Versions

Album version Available — 3:41
Remastered Available — 4:08

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
2. "Saint Judas" Track two on Colossus.
Versions

Album version Available — 3:27

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
3. "Adolescence" Track three on Colossus. Remastered version released on Colossus (The Arcane Edition).
Versions

Album version Available — 2:21
Remastered Available — 2:20

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
4. "Hospital Beds" Track four and third single from Colossus.
Versions

Single version Available — 1:21

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
5. "The Altar
(Reprise)
"
Track five on Colossus.
Versions

Album version Available — 4:30

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
6. "Sacrilege" Track six and lead single from Colossus. First demo titled "Crosscuntry" released as track twelve on the album. Second demo was released to SoundCloud.
Versions

Single version Available — 3:53
Demos
Demo 1 Available — 1:57
Demo 2 Unavailable — 3:57

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
7. "Succubus" Track seven on Colossus. Remastered version released on Colossus (The Arcane Edition).
Versions

Album version Available — 2:51
Remastered Available — 3:00

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
8. "Portland
(Interlude)
"
Track eight on Colossus.
Versions

Album version Available — 1:36

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
10. "Colossus" Track ten on Colossus.
Versions

Album version Available — 6:39

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
11. "Celestia" Track eleven on Colossus. Bonus track.
Versions

Album version Available — 3:39

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
13. "Cherubim" Track thirteen on Colossus. Bonus track.
Versions

Album version Available — 4:38

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
14. "Rosary" Track fourteen on Colossus. Bonus track.
Versions

Album version Available — 3:50

Hayden Anhedönia
Salem Anhedönia
Hayden Anhedönia Available
Confirmed Outtakes
"Floodswater" Mentioned once by one of Anhedönia's mutuals in 2017, described as "[a] classic."[1]
Versions

Final Unavailable — 3:48

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"Sex Change" Song released in 2017, as a stand-alone single on Soundcloud. The full song resurfaced on January 27, 2025, after a data breach caused the private link to leak.
Versions

Final Available — 3:56

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Covers[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Tracks
"Born to Die" Lana Del Rey cover.
Versions

Final Available — 4:45

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Lana Del Rey
Justin Parker
Available

Nazir[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Tracks
"Teddy" Lead single for the unreleased extended play (EP) Nazir.
Versions

Demo Available — 2:41

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Arcane Vessels[]

Note:
As "The Epitaph" and "Hospital Beds II" were released on Unreleased II, they will not be added here.
Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Arcane Vessels - Tracklist
2. "Womb" Track two on Arcane Vessels.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:22

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
3. "Infirmary" Track three on Arcane Vessels.
Versions

EP version Available — 5:56

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
4. "Varnish" Track four on Arcane Vessels.
Versions

EP version Available — 7:13

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
5. "A Lullaby For Judas" Track five on Arcane Vessels.
Versions

EP version Available — 5:44

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
7. "Achyls" Track seven on Arcane Vessels.
Versions

EP version Available — 4:49

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
8. "Vessels" Track eight on Arcane Vessels. Bonus track.
Versions

EP version Available — 1:06

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Pantheon[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Tracks
"Shrines" Lead single for the unreleased album Pantheon. Full song has yet to surface.
Versions

Demo Partial — 5:12

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial

Black Genesis[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Possible Tracks
"Archangels" Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions

Final Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial
"He's Closing in on Me" Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions

Final Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial
"I Am Gravid With An Angel" Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions

Final Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial
"Maïa" Teased in 2018, and shares a similar theme to that of Black Genesis.
Versions

Final Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial

Sad Music for Sad People[]

Note:
As the EP is still available in some countries, it will not be added here.
Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"Hunny" Maddy Ellwanger cover. Released in 2018.
Versions

Final Available — 3:43

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Maddy Ellwanger
Available
"Perry" Posted by Anhedönia on September 3, 2018, but was later deleted.
Versions

Single version Available — 1:45

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Mama" Alleged by an insider, stated to be frightening sonically.
Versions

Final Rumored — ~0:40

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Rumored

"Poacher's Pride" Nicole Dollanganger cover. Released in 2018.
Versions

Final Available — 2:19

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Nicole Dollanganger
Available
"Tammy Faye" Nicole Dollanganger cover. Released in 2018.
Versions

Final Available — 3:44

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Nicole Dollanganger
Available

Nightmares (with Little Triste)[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Nightmares - Tracklist
1. "Florida Heat"
(with Little Triste)
Track one on Nightmares.
Versions

EP version Available — 3:02

Frank Manely Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
2. "Hitch Party"
(with Little Triste)
Track two on Nightmares.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:25
Remixes
WTCHCRFT remix Available — 2:55

Frank Manely Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
3. "Nightmares"
(with Little Triste)
Track three on Nightmares.
Versions

Single version Available — 2:53

Frank Manely Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
4. "The Wake"
(with Little Triste)
Track four on Nightmares.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:13

Frank Manely Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available

Mourning After (with Little Triste)[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Mourning After - Tracklist
1. "God Complex
(Intro)
"
(with Little Triste)
Track one on Mourning After.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:53

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
2. "Iron Maiden"
(with Little Triste)
Track two on Mourning After.
Versions

Single version Available — 2:25

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
3. "Good Boy"
(with Little Triste)
Track three on Mourning After.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:12
Demos
Demo Available - 2:09

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
4. "Whiteout"
(with Little Triste)
Track four on Mourning After.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:48

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
5. "Mourning After"
(with Little Triste)
Track five on Mourning After.
Versions

EP version Available — 2:10

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Available
Speculated
"Independence Day" Shared by Anhedönia on September 29, 2019, via SoundCloud.
Versions

Final Available — 3:12

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia Available

Carpet Bed[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"Bruises" Released as the lead single under the Ethel Cain, before being taken down and being replaced by Michelle Pfeiffer as the lead single of Cain.
Versions

Single version Available — 6:30
Demos
Demo Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Your Jacket" Released by Anhedönia's friend, Malcolm MacMaster, via his YouTube channel on February 17, 2020.
Versions

Final Available — 4:07

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Golden Age[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Outtakes
"Skinheads" Anhedönia posted on July 28, 2019, the demo version of the song on Twitter with clips from Jimmy ScreamerClauz's short film When Black Birds Fly. The tweet mentions that the song was scrapped from her second EP, Golden Age.[2] The song was lost before leaking on January 25, 2025[3].
Versions

Demo Available — 4:40

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
???
(Salem Anhedönia collaboration)
Confirmed by Anhedönia in September of 2019 that she and Salem Anhedönia were making a collaboration, although it seems to have not been released.[4]
Versions

Demo Unavailable — ?:??

Salem Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable

Scrapped EP with Aelyx[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Possible Songs
"Tongue" Released on October 5, 2021, on Soundcloud under the alias Tommy, but was later deleted. Initially intended to feature Frank and later Nicole Dollanganger.
Versions


Demo 1 Available — 5:51
Demo 2 Partial — ?:??
Demo 3 Unavailable — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Wake Up Call"
(feat. Aelyx)
Played in a Instagram live in 2020. Features Aelyx and was intended to be released as a single.
Versions

Demo Live Recording — 5:40

Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
Live Recording
"Powder Blue Carolina" The song was first revealed to exists when a page for it was created on Genius in 2025. A snippet of the song leaked on June 18, 2025.
Versions

Demo Partial — 2:23

Frank Manely Hayden Anhedönia Partial

Inbred[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Outtakes
???
("Get on With Me")
On September 22, 2021, Anhedönia played the song in an Instagram livestream.[5]
Versions

Demo Live Recording — ~1:24

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Live Recording
"Gold Cross" Shared on Tumblr on May 3, 2020.
Versions

Voice Memo Available — 4:06

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Princess Ketamine" The first demo version of "Princess Ketamine" was released by Anhedönia on Tumblr on June 14, 2020. It has since been deleted. The second version, it is unknown where it was released and when it was released. The song was later confirmed to be an outtake from Inbred.
Versions

Demo 1 Available — 1:52
Demo 2 Available — 1:40

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Trucker's Chapel" Shared on Tumblr on February 4, 2021.[6]
Versions

Demo Available — 1:42

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Two Children in a Motel" The song was originally titled, “Inbred” and was intended to be the title track of her third EP with the same name. However the song was scrapped and another song by the same name was released. The song was released on SoundCloud by Anhedönia on February 9, 2023.
Versions

Final Available — 4:17
Demos
Demo Available — 4:02

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"Embarrassing" Ellis cover. Shared in 2020.
Versions

Final Available — 2:51

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Linnea Siggelkow
Available
"Fear No Plague" The song was released by Anhedönia on Youtube on January 1, 2021.
Versions

Final Available — 2:22

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Great Wide Nowhere" The song was posted by Anhedönia on Tumblr on August 19, 2020. However, the song was deleted.
Versions

Demo Available — 3:28

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Half-Cocked" The song was uploaded to her Tumblr account on October 26, 2020.
Versions

Final Available — 3:51

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"My Heart Will Go On" Celine Dion cover. Played in an Instagram livestream.
Versions

Final Live Recording — ~1:15

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Will Jennings
Live Recording
"Scarlet Letter" The song was used in a promotional video for @missdaisycain on Instagram, owned by a friend of Hayden who had also been featured on Anhedönia’s music video of “The God”. Hayden had also shot the video herself, during a apparent "erotic" director phase. The song's title references the American novel The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne.
Versions

Demo Available — 1:43

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
("Stoker")
In an Instagram live stream, Anhedönia played a snippet of the song. A snippet was also shared on TikTok in 2020.[7] The song is inspired by a 2013 film, Stoker.[8]
Versions

Demo Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial
"Total Eclipse Of The Heart" Bonnie Tyler cover. Played on Salem Anhedönia's video, Two Sisters Under God.
Versions

Final Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Jim Steinman
Partial

Unknown 2021 Project[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Tracks
"Ad Nauseam" The song's second demo was uploaded by Anhedönia on her SoundCloud and tumblr accounts on August 1, 2021. However, the song was deleted.
Versions

Demo 1 Partial — ?:??
Demo 2 Available — 8:30

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Brood X" The song was fully leaked on December 29, 2024.
Versions

Demo 1 Unavailable — 2:24
Demo 2 Available — 3:07

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"A Long, Unfortunate While" The song was uploaded by Anhedönia on her Tumblr account on May 14, 2021. However, the song was deleted.
Versions

Demo Available — 5:30

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Preacher's Daughter[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Outtakes
???
(May 2021)
A snippet of a currently unidentified song was shared in 2021.
Versions

Demo Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial
???
(Demos recorded during time spent with Dr. Luke)
Confirmed that Anhedönia had went to Dr. Luke's studio to record some songs that had been pitched to her, although none would make the record:

He sent some music — God, I hope he doesn’t blacklist me for saying this — but he showed me some demos and was trying to do some stuff in his studio. I was like, yeah, boss man, sure!", "I went in the booth and I did some stuff. He was like, simplify it, simplify it, stop doing so much embellishment! But I was doing the stuff that makes my music my music. He was like, make it catchier! And I was like, OK, this sucks. This is not going to work.

Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
???
(two unknown outtakes)
Confirmed that their was meant to be four extra songs included on Preacher's Daughter that were later scrapped, "Waco, Texas" and a reworked version of "Stomping Ground". Were later meant for a release on the deluxe edition of the album, but were again scrapped. Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"Have You Told Your Wife?" In 2021, Anhedönia shared a fifty-second snippet of the song on an Instagram story. On June 1, 2021, Anhedönia expressed a desire to go back and rework the song, stating she wanted to "save it for a soundtrack or something, maybe pitch it for film".[9] She later confirmed her intention however to not release the track.
Versions

Rework Rumored — ?:??
Demos
Demo Tagged/Edited — 4:02

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Tagged/Edited
"Lead Poisoning" Released on September 10, 2021, on Soundcloud and tumblr.
Versions

Final Available — 4:13

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Mondays"
(feat. Chloe Hotline)
Released on April 30, 2021, on Soundcloud, Youtube, and tumblr. The song has since been removed from Anhedönia's socials, but remains up on Chloe's Youtube.
Versions

Single version Available — 5:59

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia
Chloe Hotline
Available
"Tentillforever"
(feat. Michael Ollin Miller)
Released on May 29, 2021, on Soundcloud and Anhedönia's now-deleted Tumblr account.
Versions

Single version Available — 3:20

Hayden Anhedönia
Michael Ollin Miller
Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
("There's Something Wrong With Me")
A snippet of an unknown demo of the track was posted by Anhedönia on her now-deleted @mothercain TikTok account, somewhere around 2021.[10] In that same year, Anhedönia played another unknown demo in full on November 8, and while playing it she implied that the song was about the character Ethel Cain.
Versions

Rework for SoundCloud Rumored - ?:??
Demos
Demo V? Live Recording — ~4:04
Demo V? Partial - ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Live Recording
"Wrestling In Dirt Pits" Posted to Anhedönia's now-deleted Tumblr account on May 28, 2021.
Versions

Demo Available — 8:22

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
(Nicole Dollanganger collaboration)
Collaboration with Nicole Dollanganger confirmed to exist by insiders.
Versions

Demo Unavailable — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable

000000000[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
000000000 - Tracklist
2. "000.1
(Wellwater)
"
Track two on 000000000. The song is an outtake from Perverts. The demo, titled "000," was released as the first track on the playlist.
Versions

Final Available — 6:35
Demos
Demo Available — 6:32

Hayden Anhedönia Available
3. "001" Track three on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 4:04

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
4. "002" Track four on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 4:58

Hayden Anhedönia Available
5. "003" Track five on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 31:05

Hayden Anhedönia Available
6. "004" Track six on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 4:50

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
7. "005" Track seven on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 4:29

Hayden Anhedönia Available
9. "007" Track nine on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 3:08

Hayden Anhedönia Available
10. "008" Track ten on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 2:34

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
11. "009" Track eleven on 000000000. Confirmed by Anhedönia when posting that it was intended for her then-upcoming project, now known to be Perverts.
Versions

Demo Available — 1:23

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
12. "010" Track twelve on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 6:28

Hayden Anhedönia Available
13. "011" Track thirteen on 000000000. Reworked version named "Kudzu" confirmed to be an outtake from Perverts.
Versions

Rework Unavailable — ?:??
Demos
Demo Available — 1:23

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia
("Kudzu")
Available
14. "012" Track fourteen on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 59:44

Hayden Anhedönia Available
16. "014.0" Track sixteen on 000000000.
Versions

Final Available — 4:38

Hayden Anhedönia Available
Miscellaneous
"015" Released on June 1, 2025, on Soundcloud, under the אשמדאי alias.
Versions

Final Available — 2:18

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available

Perverts[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Outtakes
"009" Track eleven on 000000000. Confirmed by Anhedönia when posting that it was intended for her then-upcoming project, now known to be Perverts.
Versions

Demo Available — 1:23

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Kudzu" Outtake from Perverts. Demo titled "011" released as track thirteen on 000000000
Versions

Rework Unavailable — ?:??
Demos
Demo Available — 1:23

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
"Make Room In Hell" Posted in 2024 on SoundCloud and Tumblr.
Versions

Demo Available — 4:51

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Wellwater" Track two on 000000000. The song is an outtake from Perverts. The demo, titled "000," was released as the first track on the playlist.
Versions

Final Available — 6:35
Demos
Demo Available — 6:32

Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
(Unknown songs made for the original concept)
Originally, the EP was meant to be a character study on the different types of "perverts", including a sex addict, a pedophile, an arsonist, and a sedative addict. However, that idea was later scrapped with only "Perverts," "Punish," and "Amber Waves" making the final tracklist.[11]

The original concept for Perverts was a character study about different "perverts", it became completely different, but this song is one of those that was created for it. "'Punish' is about a pedophile who was shot by the child’s father and now lives in exile where he physically maims himself to simulate the bullet wound in order to punish himself. At least that’s what I had in mind I wrote it. The song can be whatever you want it to be.

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"come up"
(with Angel Diaz)
Released under the Whiine alias on SoundCloud in 2023.
Versions

Final Available — 4:07

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
(Pupinia Stewart sample)
Anhedönia confirmed in a livestream from 2024 that she had recorded a song sampling Youtuber Pupinia Stewart.
Versions

Final Unavailable — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Unavailable
???
(Wulven collaboration)
Wulven stated that he may collaborate with an artist in the future, censoring the artist's name as "***** ****", matching the characters in 'Ethel Cain,' whom he opened for during the Blood Stained Blonde Tour.[12]
Versions

Final Rumored — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia
Wulven
Hayden Anhedönia
Wulven
Rumored

Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You[]

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
Confirmed Outtakes
"Homecoming" Shared in 2023 on Anhedönia's Soundcloud account.
Versions

Demo Available — 5:49

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"xxxxxxxxxx" A snippet of the the song was shared on Tumblr by Anhedönia on September 25, 2022.[13][14]
Versions

Demo Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial
Sessions / Possible Outtakes
"Bambi" Released on Soundcloud in 2023.
Versions

Final Available — 2:02

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
("Louisiana")
The song was shared via Anhedönia's instagram story on August 10, 2022.[15][16]
Versions

Demo Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Partial

Miscellaneous[]

These are unreleased tracks that weren't intended for any specific project.

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
"Apostate" Posted by Anhedönia on February 26, 2019, but was later deleted.
Versions

Demo Available — 2:28

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Black and Blue"
(with Lady Kabela)
The song was removed from streaming platforms for unknown reasons and it is very improbable that the song could be released back. A different version was later leaked that lasts less than 6 seconds than the released version. It is unknown if that version may be another demo version or an edited version of the song.
Versions

Demo Unavailable — 3:51
Unknown version Available — 3:44

Lady Kabela Hayden Anhedönia
Lady Kabela
Available
"Clarity"
(with Salem Anhedönia)
Zedd cover. Released on Salem Anhedönia's mixtape ✞ teen witch ✞.
Versions

Mixtape version Available — 3:34

Salem Anhedönia Original Song:
Zedd
Holly Hafermann
Matthew Koma
Porter Robinson
Available
"Down South" Anhedönia posted a snippet of the song on her Instagram story. Registered on BMI Repertoire, showing that Emmett Kai had co-written the song.
Versions

Demo 1 Rumored — ?:??
Demo 2 Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia
Emmett Kai
Partial
"For Matt (Forever Ago)" Released under the Tommy alias on SoundCloud in 2024.
Versions

Demo Available — 1:20

Kaylee Stenberg Hayden Anhedönia
Kaylee Stenberg
Available
"من النهر" Released under on SoundCloud in 2024 in support of Palestine against it's oppressor Israel.
Versions

Single verison Available — 9:30

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"A Good Day for a Wedding" The song was registered in a song repertoire, BMI.[17] The song was also made for Givenchy's Fall/Winter '22 campaign video where Anhedönia featured in the brand's advertising video and composed the soundtrack.[18][19] However, the song was never released on other streaming platforms.
Versions

Final Available — 2:09

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
("I Hope I Die Before You")
Played in the video of the same name. Recorded for Anhedönia's boyfriend, Austin Clark.
Versions

Final Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Partial
"Perverts Meditation" Played on NTS Radio.
Versions

Single Version Available — 55:21

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"The God" The song was released by Anhedönia on Youtube on November 1, 2020.
Versions

Final Available — 3:34
Demos
Demo Available — 3:12

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Vaporize" Alleged demo instrumental from 2012.
Versions

Demo Rumored — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Rumored

Unknown[]

The following songs are known to exist but have no confirmed association with any official or unreleased project.

Title Information Producer(s) Writer(s) Status
"78fahrenheit" Released on May 3, 2022, on Soundcloud, under the Tommy alias. Originally shared in late 2021 under Ethel Cain, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Demo Available — 3:47

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Bellringer" Alleged song by insiders.
Versions

Final Rumored — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Rumored
"Bottom Bitch" Doja Cat cover. Formerly shared on Twitter, but was later deleted.[20]
Versions

Demo Unavailable — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Doja Cat
David Sprecher
Mark Hoppus
Tom DeLonge
Travis Barker
Unavailable
"Cremorium" Posted by Anhedönia on November 14, 2018, on her Tumblr, but was later deleted. Posted in 2018 during the making of Mourning After, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Demo Available — 0:42

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Ethel" Posted by Anhedönia on August 29, 2018, on her tumblr, but was later deleted.
Versions

Single version Available — 1:43

Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Kennedy Drive" Shared under Tommy on December 23, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Demo Available — 2:22

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Lightbringer" Confirmed by an insider whilst listing many high in demand unreleased tracks.
Versions

Final Rumored — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Rumored
"A Portrait of My Love on Her Knees" The song was previously released as a single on January 18, 2020.
Versions

Single version Available — 2:05

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"matriach1" The song was shared under the alias אשמדאי on August 10, 2022, during the making of Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Final Available — 11:14

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"New Mexico Dreaming"
(with Salem Anhedönia)
Instrumental shared under Tommy on December 31, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Demo Available — 3:52

Hayden Anhedönia
Salem Anhedönia
Available
"No Rest for the Wicked" Posted by Anhedönia on December 15, 2018, during the making of Mourning After, although it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Demo Available — 3:12

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available


"Paris" GarageBand loop made in 2014 and posted on Tumblr in 2015. Unclear if it was intended for any projects.
Versions

Single version Available — 3:56

Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Rabid" Nicole Dollanganger cover. Teased in 2018.
Versions

Final Filtered Instrumental — 3:34

Hayden Anhedönia Original Song:
Nicole Dollanganger
Filtered Instrumental
"Romeo's Daddy" Shared under Tommy on June 27, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Final Live Recording — 1:47
Demos
Demo Available — 1:19

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Saddle Up!" Released by Anhedönia on January 18, 2019, during the making of Mourning After, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Single version Available — 2:30

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
"Tube" Shared under Tommy on November 1, 2021, during the making of Preacher's Daughter, though it was not intended for the project. It remains unclear which project, if any, the song was created for.
Versions

Demo Available — 2:24

Hayden Anhedönia Hayden Anhedönia Available
???
("When I'm Alone")
Snippet shared on Tumblr.
Versions

Demo Partial — ?:??

Hayden Anhedönia Partial

Unreleased Projects[]

Title Information Artist(s) Producer(s) Length
Synapse In 2013, a fifteen-year-old Hayden Anhedönia wrote an album on a small Casio keyboard she kept in her bedroom. Inspired after discovering singer-songwriter Florence Welch, she wrote around twenty songs in a notebook and made a promotional Insatram account for the project before ultimately scrapping the project.[21]
Compiled Tracklist

1. "Apologetics" Available
#?. "Lovely" Unavailable
#?. Eighteen songs Unavailable

Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Witchcest EP)
Unknown EP under Witchcest from 2017 featuring the track "Just Snorted a Pill."
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Just Snorted a Pill Available

Witchcest Salem Anhedönia ??:??
Covers According to reliable insiders, Anhedönia had a scrapped album composed of covers, with one cover, "Born to Die", being released as the lead single. The album was eventually scrapped for unknown reasons.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Born to Die Available

Atlas Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Unreleased Concept Album)
Unreleased album recorded from September 2017 to February 2018. Anhedönia mentioned this album in multiple interviews. White Silas (Atlas) Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Nazir Unreleased EP from 2017. The lead single "Teddy" was released in December of the that year as a teaser; however the project was eventually scrapped for unknown reasons.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Teddy Available

Atlas Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Pantheon In the foreword of her then-recently released album Colossus, Anhedönia stated that she was beginning work on her next album. The project was later mentioned by name in the foreword of Arcane Vessels, where she described it as having a "grand" and "chaotic" energy, and noted that it would be a happier contrast to her debut. However, the project was ultimately scrapped. One single intended for the project, "Shrines," was officially released.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Shrines Partial

White Silas (Atlas) Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Black Genesis In early 2018, while Anhedönia was still unemployed, she was going to make a concept album rooted in religious themes and horror—making a record about God and his angels being "evil." However, the album was ultimately scrapped after Anhedönia wrote "Strangers," later released on her debut record under Ethel Cain, Preacher's Daughter. White Silas Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Dusty Attic Hymns In 2018, Hayden Anhedönia formed a duo with her friend Le Passeur, named Honey Whiskey. While the duo was active, they recorded an album titled Dusty Attic Hymns, which was intended for release on October 3, 2018. However, there is no known evidence that the album was ever officially released.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Georgia Cotton Available

Honey Whiskey Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Scrapped EP with Aelyx)
In 2019, Anhedönia and Aelyx started working on a planned collaborative EP. The EP was initially slated for a release in 2020, the project was postponed. In 2021, the project was scrapped after being worked on for three years. Ethel Cain
Aelyx
Hayden Anhedönia
Frank Manely
??:??
???
(Scrapped Ambient Horror Project)
Unreleased "ambient horror project" mentioned once in 2020.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. ??? (song that samples "an unintentional asmr angelic interdimensional healing cult video") Unavailable

Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Unknown 2021 Project)
Alleged project stated to have been recorded in early 2021. Little is known about it.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Brood X Available

Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Acoustic Session EP)
The EP was mentioned by Anhedönia in an interview from 2021, in which she stated that after the release of Inbred she was planning an Acoustic Session EP, along with multiple collaborations, singles, and video content.[22] However, it was later scrapped. Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Unknown 2022 Projects)
In 2022, during a Q&A on r/popheads, Anhedönia stated she was recording so many projects she "couldn't count." Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Unreleased Demo Album)
Unreleased compilation album planned to contain multiple unreleased demos under the Ethel Cain moniker. Mentioned once during a live performance.
Compiled Tracklist

#?. Crying During Sex Available

Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
???
(Upcoming Project With King Woman)
In 2025, a friend of Anhedönia, King Woman, confirmed she and Anhedönia would be recording a collaborative project. Details on the record remain unclear as of now. Ethel Cain
King Woman
Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Preacher's Wife Planned studio album which will serve as the second official album in the Ethel Cain trilogy. It is about Ethel Cain's mother, Vera Cain. Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Mother of a Preacher Planned studio album which will serve as the third official album in the Ethel Cain trilogy. It is about Ethel Cain's parental grandmother, Ethel Cain Sr.. Ethel Cain Hayden Anhedönia ??:??
Withdrawn


References[]

  1. https://x.com/preppyyemo/status/937404924870217730
  2. https://www.reddit.com/r/Ethelcain/comments/1ffofk7/skinhead_2019/
  3. https://leaked.cx/threads/ethel-cain-skinheads.173974/
  4. https://web.archive.org/web/20190916020008/https://twitter.com/hisethelcain/status/1173415731721060352
  5. https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/folders/1xWDjpRsCUm_ngVIeEde8aMExJiuuxJd5
  6. https://mothercain.tumblr.com/post/642243175031914496/reject-from-the-ep-couldnt-figure-out-what-else
  7. https://www.reddit.com/r/Ethelcain/comments/16nzu1b/need_this_damn_song/
  8. https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1682180/
  9. https://mothercain.tumblr.com/post/652830175553339392/will-you-be-releasing-have-you-told-your-wife-on
  10. https://mothercain.tumblr.com/post/766061817558663168/can-you-explain-he-was-a-natural-plauch%C3%A9-and
  11. https://x.com/wulvendoomevil/status/1609623259506417671?s=46&t=Mw0tXDB-FG0h3Ozqn5am7w
  12. https://www.tumblr.com/t3l3vang3lism/696350876722479104/mothercain-3-keep-reading?_branch_match_id=1026821664943955688&_branch_referrer=H4sIAAAAAAAAAwXBQRKAIAgAwBcpB279hozUAnSQ6vvttoi5NgCKHI%2Fu4rkMhUDBl6yi9KWgIxp7oW4J0808kzMd3Sqc7SNsYp%2FH9QPPerIvSgAAAA%3D%3D
  13. https://www.tumblr.com/mothercain/696335324719316992/3-but-i-wonder-if-you-want-her-in-the-way-i
  14. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKgrliqDj78
  15. https://soundcloud.com/sophomorepeak/louisiana-demo-ethel-cain-demo
  16. https://repertoire.bmi.com/Search/Search?SearchForm.View_Count=&SearchForm.Main_Search=Writer%2FComposer&SearchForm.Main_Search_Text=hayden+silas&SearchForm.Sub_Search=Title&SearchForm.Sub_Search_Text=good+day&SearchForm.Search_Type=all
  17. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UdArVczSFg
  18. https://hero-magazine.com/article/218760/ethel-cain-givenchy
  19. 𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔩 𝔠𝔞𝔦𝔫‏ (@hisethelcain), "digging thru old logic files and apparently i started a cover of bottom bitch by doja cat at some point last year? ok" Twitter, December 9, 2020
  20. https://ourculturemag.com/2021/04/21/artist-spotlight-ethel-cain/
  21. https://morbidlybeautiful.com/interview-with-ethel-cain/

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