Lmk if this isn't the right place but I'm hoping an admin sees this :)

About 9 months back I created an in-depth page of all merch she's ever sold (to the best of my ability). It took me a long time to compile it as it also had info about pricing, where it was sold, etc. I would love to be able to access it again. Its gone from my account and I cannot see it in the deletion logs either. I believe it got deleted when the URL changed from daughtersofcain to ethel-cain and that's why I cant find it but I know very little about how this website works.

If anyone can help it would be much appreciated! I came back to add the recent merch and it was gone :') ty in advance!

Out now

Streaming: https://ethelcain.ffm.to/wtialy

Physical Purchase: https://ethelcain.ffm.to/wtialyphys

Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You is the second studio album by Hayden Anhedönia under her current stage name Ethel Cain. It was released on August 8, 2025, under her imprint label of AWAL, Daughters of Cain. It will be available digitally with physical analogs being shipped the same day. Read More->

"somehow it’s harder to believe that this one is finally out than it was with preacher’s daughter. what i initially mistook for hating this record was actually realizing that this record still resonates a lot deeper with me than preacher’s daughter did by the time it came out. it still feels raw and too close to home. i realized i don’t hate this record, im just still overwhelmed by how real it feels. this is the scariest record i think i’ve ever made.

willoughby tucker is one long love song. willoughby’s theme is my favorite track on it beyond a shadow of a doubt. perverts exists solely because @matthewtomasi and i made that track first. i wanted to try and sonically capture the nauseating, dizzying fear and rush of falling in love and realizing that no matter what happens inside it, you will be fundamentally changed by it in the end. that still rings true to me now.

thank you matt, thank you marlee, thank you everyone else who helped make this record possible even though i wanted to drown myself in the creek every day trying to finish it. thank you drone and ambient music, thank you songs without words. thank you southern live oaks, thank you spanish moss, thank you kudzu. thank you florida panhandle, thank you south alabama. thank you willoughby tucker. i won’t fail you next time, i promise." - Hayden Anhedönia via Instagram

Tracklist

1. Janie

2. Willoughby's Theme

3. Fuck Me Eyes

4. Nettles

5. Willoughby's Interlude

6. Dust Bowl

7. A Knock At The Door

8. Radio Towers

9. Tempest

10. Waco, Texas

Came across this alternative cover for the Nightmares EP and couldn't find the source, anybody knows if it is official or fanmade?

Fuck Me Eyes, Homecoming, Dust Bowl or new song?

Its so cutesy thanks to whoever shared

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